this is a photo of me shot by garrick fujii from his collaborative website's they shoot film titled: snow won't stop him. i love this picture and i love the title. 

anywho, 

today my mother said something to me that amazes me a little bit. she said "there's only one reason why you love so many things in life, and that you can't seem to find what it is you love the most and possibly make a living out of it like chefs, doctors, inventors, etc..." i automatically assume it's because i can't make up my mind, and because im not the brightest star in the sky. but she said "it's because you're going to live a very long life." 

im thinking "what the heck?!" my mom makes no sense. but then i thought about it for a moment. she makes a lot of sense, not logical or scientific, but she does make some sense. she added "god has a purpose for everyone, those who already fulfilled his purpose has no purpose anymore. those are the genius, rappers, singers, the famous, the ones who die young. they all know exactly what they want to do at a young age, and have done what they needed to do, now they're in heaven." 

(crazy)

i don't believe any of it is true, but the fact my mother had put that together amazes me. my mother is a weird and wise, and she is the reason why i'm so weird.  

have a goodnight, and hello blogging... i miss you.